I've been busy with school. Finals is this week and I'm being a normal kid (read: not reviewing and just bumming around) After all that, I'll be free for 3 weeks. I've missed some of my classes. I thought the professors dropped me, but instead, they gave me a 2.5 on my TRC. So now, my blockmates hate me for that. Because they tend to get 3 or 4 even if they attend. Here in Manila, the highest possible grade you can get is 1 and the lowest is 5. Idk, I think I need to update later, my eyes are sore. :( I missed my LJ. Five weeks since the last update. I think I finally have a life. :P

The same quote. I sent the same quote as a group message and along with that message came my resignation or per se, the decision that I'm backing out of the elections of class presidency. I backed out because a "friend" was going to run, too. I'd rather chicken out than run against a friend. Wrong. An hour after I sent the message, she replied. She said that she was hurt and that I should not be so overconfident. The nerve of some people! I wasn't being overconfident! True, I did ask some classmates to vote for me, but I wasn't expecting them to! My goodness, people! Think about the words your going to say. If you've got nothing good to say then don't say it at all. I am generally a nice person inside and out. But you should know that if you ever say something that would hurt my ego and pride, expect me to be very hostile towards you in the upcoming days that we'll have together. 

Who here believes in ghosts?

It's been almost 16 years since I first saw the outside world. But I still don't act my age. I feel like a 26 year old girl who's eager to squeeze more out of life. One "friend" told me that I was immature. I shrugged it off. They don't understand what it's like to be treated differently because of how you act. another asked me why I rarely fall in love with men who are almost the same ge as me. Again, I didn't answer. But the real reason is, they're afraid of commitment. This is why I prefer older dudes. I'm not afraid of pursuing a relationship with a guy who is 16 years older than me (well, maybe when I turn 18 so as to not alert the authorities). And no, I'm not in it because of money or whatever, but because of the fact that I know that he'll be able to keep up with my addiction to things that I shouldn't mess with (e.g. the paranormal). Now, tell me, what's your opinion with this?

There's a possibility that I won't be going to college this semester. :(

My merit scholarship for Pre-dental college is put to waste. I'll enroll to ANOTHER college by October. I scraped ALL of my plans to become a dentist. I want to take up Advertising instead. I realized that I'm ~*artistic*~. But all is well. At least, during those months wherein I'm at home doing nothing, I can work on the things that I've put in the backseat. I've already thought about lots of ideas. You'll be surprised. 




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Everything is a-ok. Currently. But how long will it last? 

I don't FUCKING care. Bitch. stupid. I hate you. Die. I don't care. Fuck you! I swear I'm going to kill you. One more time, one more word. You're so stupid. I hope you DIE.

Sooooo. Nothing. Na-da. Zilch. Tried to make myself cry when my mom left but, the tears were scared of falling. Maybe I'm used to having sad things come and go into my life. There's no use in having the same old routine every time someone leaves or when something bad has been said and done. But still, I can't seem to grow up. Not unless something life-changing happens. Like moving to another country or college. I'm like, 25% away from being mature enough to appreciate things in a whole new perspective. I think I need to stop breaking my own heart.

Leche. 

I thought he wanted to be with me again. He just wanted my go signal to court my ex-best friend again. Maybe everybody was right. Tonight, I'll crawl back to bed, fresh tears on my eyes. I can't do anything good. I feel like a big failure. I feel nothing. I wanna cry. Just cry.

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It's 6:05 Pm here in manila and everybody is going crazy! New Year's Eve dinner is coming up. And then MEDIA NOCHE at exactly 12 MIDNIGHT! We've got the works! And then on January 2, the whole fam (yes, the whole 60 of us!!) is going to our first REAL family reunion. I can't barely wait. Just us, renting a whole resort, the booze, the laughs. Everything. 


HAPPY NEW YEAR!

idk if you can call this a meme but here it goes:

1. you'll ask me one insightful question about my life. I don't care if it's too personal. fuck, i will answer it truthfully.
2. in return, i would ask you one and then you answer it too.
3. then, i would maybe try and figure out some of your traits and send you a picture or symbol that reminds me of you.


i'm bad at these things.

what are the gifts you received this year?

Here's mine:
Oatmeal soap
Chocolate cupcakes
Lip and cheek tint
Tiffany necklace
Nintendo DS
Dolce and Gabbana Light Blue
Samourai Women LovePearl


bragbragbrag. I AM AN ASS...

don't believe me?


ask the dishes.


happy holidays everybody.



ps. my mom bought me a new pc for the holidays.


be jealous. >:)

 ELYSE SHERMAN! 

 yep. it's on! TP and me in a Winnie the Pooh costume. idk why i picked that one. maybe it's the kid in me. i've been watching seasons one and two of the ghost whisperer. because my laptop just died. who wants to send me a new one? my bday is coming up. might as well give me a new one for my bday on the 21st. I WILL LOVE THE PERSON WHO WILL SEND ONE. xDDDDDDDDD

Hey!!!!

Guys, do me a favor, can you guys like, write me a letter? Something that can touch my heart. Uhm, type it! Please! I need it for a project. It's okay even if it's tl;dr! Just write me something that can put tears in my eyes or just some plain email. lol.














Why are people being so difficult?????????????? I hate the fact that I had to sever ties with my BFF because she dated my ex and then she's avoiding me and telling lies about me. Now, she's like, sending group messages about how she's all hurt and how a certain friend of hers didn't warn her about it even if she already dated the guy. Wow. Just wow. Now I'm the bad guy. Well, here's to yah:

kthxbai!

As you all know, I'll be going to college/uni next year. I want you guys to help me find a good college in the US which accepts international students like me. I want a college that gives financial aid and scholarships, that's basically all I need. Please, help! I've been having a hard time looking for colleges that suit my needs. Also, if you want to offer me help in securing a visa or a place to stay, then it is most certainly welcome. I just need help!!!